so i just got bak from trick-o-treating, and now im sitting here watching "its the great pumkin charlie brown" as i stuff my face with CAAAAaaandy!!! well all in all it was a good halloween this year like always...so happy halloween to all, and cant wait to the next one

ok so as most of you thAT HAD raed my last journal my hardrive was being fixed and i was SUPPOSE to get it back this saturday....well guess what, apperrently the ggek squad dude told me it crashed in the morning, so NOW they have to send it out and get the hardrive fixed which that'll take about 3-4weeks!!!! so im computerless for now...that doesn't me what bothers me is that NOW i have to spend almost a whole week in L.A. at my school to use the schools computers and do my Homework, which if many of u dont know i have NO family living by their ESPECIALLY now when MOST of em whent to mexico for the holidays!!! so im gonna have to SLEEP/kinda live in my car from MOn.-Fri. which is fucking scary and bit-degrading to me cuz that means no shower for like 4-5 days ewww...and my car isnt exactly confortable, and all this cuz im missing my computer ok YES right now i got a hold of a hardrive that was sitting in my aunties garage, and yes iam using now as i type this journal from the confort of my room, BUT!!! its a windows xp 2001!!!! i cant istall SHIT in it!!! its too old and the programs i need like 3dstudiomax, photoshopCS3, flashCS3 and etc. are Unistallible in this hardrive!!! i can maybe install photoshopCS2 and FlashCs2 for my webAnimation and 2D Animation homework, but my 3dmax stuff i gotta do at school well ive situations like this before so i think with effort and determination i can pull it off...but man it's really gonna suck for a whole month!!! and my computer just couln't of broken down on me on the best time, when FUCKING MID-TERMS are comming up like next week!!!! ARG!!!! IM SO STRESSED OUT!!!!...*sigh* the things i would do for an education all this strougle better be worth it in the end i swear, jeez...i just hope i dont have another scary moment when the LAST time i was sleeping in my car someone was trying to break in while i was IN THERE SLEEPING!!! OMG IT WAS SO SCARY!!! LUCKYLY WHEN He peaked in i kinda through a kick to make noise and that must of thrown him off or something and he left...BUT I WAS SOOO SCARED!!! i could of been killed or something if he was armed...or possibly RAPED!!! i mean im a girl, so a situation like this its harder on ME!!! but my god u if u guys had any idea the shit ive had to go through to get an eduacation, someof you would of been like "fuck school" LOL but like i said all this struggle better pay off in the end...

also today i finally cheked all my messages!!!! and DAMN i had a lot!!!! so if it took a while to view my messages and ppls art deviations...ESPECIALLY the ppls deviations, I had 311 to view!!! i when i look at artwork i LOOK at artwork...i literally go to the page and not just look at the little deviation icon preview thing when u check ur deviations messages...so yeah.... as for posting art, at this point im not sure if ill post anything, imean ILL TRY!!!, but who knows i have so much on my plate right now so yeah....well that's all whats going on with me right now...so TTFN! TATA FOR NOW

ok so i havent been on anywhere cuz my computer is at bestbuy(geek squad) getting fixed im REALLY hoping to get it back this friday so i can do my HW and post some art up cuz ive actually been drawing a lot by hand since my comp. was out of service LOL

so let's pray


not to mention i have sooooooo much homework!!!! PLZ geek squad hurry i need my comp. PLZ hurry

any how so i was sleeping when suddently i was wide awake around 4am i was tossing and turning and trying to go back to sleep...not to mension my legs were all like restless and they just wouldnt stay still then for some odd reason i had the craziest eager to go run?!!! ...and it just kept bugging me, soon my whole body was just asking or damanding to take a run, and i dont know why.... so anyhow my mom was up around 5am preparing her and my dads lunches for work and took a shower and all that, and i told my mom i couldnt sleep and a had that stupid eager to go run and how it was bugging me...so she was all like "well then go for a run, but be careful and run were theres light" (cuz it was pitch dark and i live out in the country) so i got my running shoes wich i havent used in like forever and i went for a run....so im running and WOW!!!! i never knew how peaceful it was to just take a quite run under the stars...i wished like upon 7 shooting stars atleast,it was nice i just ran a lil bit over a mile, but it actually felt good...i should do it more often...but im not a morning person so lets see if ill wake up tomorrow with the same eagerness

it was one of those weird moments for me this morning

okay ...i officially hate living with kids

dont u hate it when u buy a box of cereal that u REALLY wanted to have, and then u come home u put it away for a sec just to go to the bathroom and u come out to find the F*%@en cereal box in the trash EMPTY!!! ...AND U DINT GET TO EAT ANY FUCKEN CEREAL!!!! ...BCUZ THEY DINT LEAVE U ANY!!!!

...*sigh* oh well im not gonna bitch about it, their kids/sibling its what they do...and i dont wanna sound like a fatass or a glutton bitchen over a fucken box of cereal(so im quietly doing it here in my journal)

...but yeah, im broke so i cant afford another box, so im just dissapointed cuz i was really craving it bad but oh well, thats that...*sniff*i bet they tasted great