ok so the reason i havent been on is because for some reason my internet wont work in my regular mode desktop it only works when im in "safe mode with networking" AND I TRIED EVERYTHING to get it to work so any one ever had this problem or know what to do?! please!!! anyone got tips,advise, or solution?!

so far ive tried:

*deleting all cookies
*disablaling the IPsec
*disableling the firewall for both my security sofware and windows pc
*calling my web service providers(they said it was probably my trent micro cuz im fine in their end)
*i called trent micro(and its not them)
*then i called the best buy geek squad(then the lady said it sounds like a virus blocking my web?)

SO ANYONE HAVE AN IDEA OR ANY USEFULL INFO FOR ME? PLEASE....

ok so basically im gonna rant about how stupid-thickheaded people should be wiped out of the world Cuz FRANKLY WE DONT NEED THEM!!! Aaarg!!!! i really hate/cant stand being surrounded by complete morons!!! i know im over-reacting but...damn!!! i just cant stand STUPID people that's like my ONLY pet peeve/hatred towards....ok so this morning some punk kids were throwing eggs at our back yard, for what reason, well they were just being moronic-hormonal punk boys,right? boys will be boys ok i get it, but my dad was pist bcuz 3eggs hit his lovely yukon...and as you all know eggs fuck-up car's paint job, which made my dad REALLY pist bcuz he had just washed it...so anyways these kids are neighbors which we never talked to or ever had a problem with them since now...so anyways my dad wanted me to call the cops so i was like u know what ill just go calmly talk to them...so i drove over to their house and they were out side and i got of and said very relaxed "hey yo so what's up guys? so um by any chance are you guys throwing eggs at are house/backyard?" and 1 out the 3 punks was stepping up like he was all badass and what not and he said "yeah so what?!" and im like"ok we'll listen guys, i dont know for what reason you guys are doing that but its not cool ok i dont mind if you guys were having just a little fun or prank or whatever but my dad is really pist about, not bcuz u guys threw the eggs at our yard but bcuz he had just finished washing the car you guys hit and i dont know if u guys know? but eggs fuck up the car's paint job, if u guys did it im like whatever, i dont wanna make a big deal out of it,my dad wanted to call the cops but instead im nicely asking you guys to not do shit like that again please or just knock it off bcuz im sure if we did that to guys, you guys would be pissed too, so are we cool on that,yeah?" and then they were like "alright well yeah its cool" and i was like"alright u guys are alright, thanks have a nice day and hapy holidays" so came back home told dad it was cool and later when i was cutting my lil bro's hair and my dad was washing the car again... the father of the 3punk boys called out my dad from the fence and he was like"um yeah hi, um by any chance were there some boys throwing eggs at your house?" and my dad went over and he told the guys"uh yeah they were they hit my car and as you can see im washing it again, its no big deal but i just dont want this to happen again if u could understand why" and the guy was like"yeah yeah i totally understand and im sorry about that" my dad"well im just letting you know its no big deal if they did it on accident its fine but just let your boys know to be careful when their gonna play or throw stuff around" and the guy was like"yeah no i understand no problem"...ok so the dad was a smart calm guys but right when they were settling the problem the guys fatass-short-fugly wife comes over telling my dad shit about how he doesnt look out for what shit his kids do and blah blah and my dad is trying to explain to the lady that its no big deal that he's just letting her know but she still keeps ranting about how my dad is full of shit and that her kids dont do shit then she had the audacity to say that my lil 10yeard old little sister goes up on our 20ft high car garage roof! and throws shit at her property!!! and im like WHAT A FUCKING LIAR!!!!!! my sister cant go up a latter she's terrified of heights and she's too fat and weak to climb anything!!!!X( and then her lil probly still in high school raider-jersey wearing of a daughter butts in and starts bithchin too about how we dont know how to raise and educate kids and we need to grow up and behave like adults and im like"uh yeah i dont know why are you guys so upset your brothers even said it was alright its no big deal my dad was just letting them know to be more careful next time" and then the daughter is like"there minors blah blah" and im like "so?! whats your point?" and then she just kept rambling her and her mom about how they never do shit and that WE keep doing shit to their property and blah blah and how were so unadult like? and they were like "well if you guys throw shit in our yard will throw shit back!" and im like"oh yeah your so right!that's totally fucking behaving like an adult, throwing shit back and forward like children,yeah uh huh" and the whole time these bitches were yelling while me and my dad stayed calm and just looked at each other thinking WOW we never knew we had STUPID neighbors! the guy that my dad was talking to was so reasonable but the sec his wife stepped up he backed out like a pussy and just let his wife blurt out idiotically!!! wow seriously that guy was such a wimp, if he was any kind of a real man he would of told his wife to SHUT HER FUCKING DUMBASS UP!!! i swear i cant stand morons you just cant reason with...so they got rude and what drove me nuts more than anything was the daughter talking like if she knows all and she sooo adult like, she was like"there minors and blah blah there minors" so i lost it and my last words were" I dont give a shit if their minors!!! oh their minors ge' why dont you just let them come over and let them commit arson on our house while your fuggly-stubby stupid of a mother proudly supports them because she's in denial of how her children are not perfect and how she's neglecting the fact that a real parent let's their children make mistakes so they can guide them in making right future choices/actions, i mean bcuz that's what your suppose to do when your fucking child is misbehaving you encourage and take their side, and if you have to lie and blame a child for your lack good parenting,why not because after all their juuuust minors YOU STUPID PAIR OF DUMB BITCHES" then they didnt say anything and i walked away ranting about how im always surrounded by idiots!!! and i dont know what happened after that while they were outside i was to fustrated from dealing with hardheaded morons!


but my point is i think people like that should just be vaporized or banished to be around logical open-minded people, bcuz c'mon it wasnt a big deal they only worsened the situation...especially me but i had a good point i mean c'mon what kind of bullshit is that...and yeah i understand the mom's point of view i mean no one like a fingers pointed at your children whom you love, that's why you teach your kids to be smart and stay out of trouble, she obviously didnt do that...and also the lil punkers told their mom that we started it by squirting water on them or some bullshit story like that...fucken little pussies hiding behind mommy like that the cowards!! even i when i was being picked by this big girl in 4th grade, my mom was like tell ur teaher or the principal, and we all know they wont do shit so u know what i did i stuck out for my self, one day that lil red head punk was picking on me and you know what i did?...I FUCKEN PUNCHED HER FUCKEN TEETH IN AND FUCKED HER UP!!!! i mean personally i never go looking for trouble, but when trouble comes i dont RUN ill stand on the spot waiting for them and ill knock the crap out of them...in total in my whole life ive gotten in to 4 fights the 1st one in 4th grade, the second 6th, the third in the beginning of my sophomore year, the forth during a soccer game my junior year and that i took down this big tough black chick and 4 other players single handedly!!! Personally i am NOT PROUD of these fights, i think they were stupid and unreasonable, and also i dont like fighting for the fact it always whats to bring out my evil-killing instict which is just awful!!!
but ive never lost a physical fight but i do regret them after wards and it makes me feel bad about my self (believe me when i fight i literally have an intent to kill these people) and that shit scares me!!! that's the reason i dont like being around people too much without scott around, i literally go loose it and well its just not...right! so i always try to keep calm and restrain my anger as much as possible restrain this EVIL-Demoniacal side of my self that i have, well because its just dangerously horrible!....so yeah i just had to write this cuz i was so mad all day and i was trying to calm my evil-dark side that still had a fit over the matter with the good side of me and the logical side...it worked i stop thinking about trying to literally kill someone today so yay goood for me im a very chill down to earth-bubbly person which means i hardly ever get angry or mad ...but when i do, it is BAD!!! so far i have never been fully infuriated, angry, or super pist.....cuz most likely at that level ill kill somebody and when i get like that i show no mercy or remorse whom im gonna shred to pieces....to tell the truth im terrified of my self most of the time that's why im so antisocial but im willing to put all my strength in NEVER letting that awful-murderous intent take over my body and consciousness fully and to NEVER allow to harm those whom i truly care about

but i still hate idiots






*and yes im assuming i have spelling errors and stuff but that doesnt make me an idiot that just means im typing fast and im not going back to correct diddly-squat! after all i am QUEEN PROCRASTINATION*

so anyways i went to the hospital last night well because, well lets just say beef-ramen with ketchup and hot salsa and then eating a bowl of cereal dont go well together....um yeah......so anyways i had a MAJOR tummy-ache around 3O MINS AFTER MIDNIGHT and i was like "it'll pass right, its just a tummy-ache"...oh hell was i wrong! that tummy-ache got worse and hurt like a bitch!!! it was so bad it affected my back weakening my legs making hard to walk...so anyways i was at the emergency/hospital from like 1am to 4am and ive worked at hospitals before and i knew they werent gonna see me soon unless i was A) dying literally B) severely bleeding or C)have missing Limbs!!! it was awful so i told my parents, fuck it i rather die or suffer in agonizing pain in the comfort of my own room/home, rather than a fuckin hospital/emergency waiting room so then i went to the clinic in the morning and just slept the pain away(the pain eventually reduced itself) anyways it was something about like severe gastritis or some shit, basically (DONT EAT SPICY-RAMEN WITH KETCHUP AND CEREAL EVER AGAIN!!!!)or any other shit like that...im ok for now though, my mom was worried though she dint wanna leave the hospital though, but i was like "MOM! dont worry about it ive been through worse, IM a fighter! Now lets GO HOME" so she took me to the local clinic at around 8am and Doc says its nothing major to worry about...so yeah but that was officially the worse tummy-ache EVER, the way i described the pain to mom was she said "that's how contractions feel when ur having a baby""pushing the baby out is ten times that pain"....so yeah im officially not having kids...that shit sucked...i mean i can endure pain but, it was one of those things were the desperation of just waiting and sitting still drove me nuts!!!! and intensified the pain...i calmed it down at the hospital by giving a few punches to a wall in the restroom(u know replacing pain with another source of pain) it sounds crazy but it works for me...i was a soccer jock in HS and i always played though the pain no matter what it was, and to tell the truth i love it!!! it gives me such an adrenalin-rush it even makes me perform better in what ever im doing, i get more aggressive, energy, and strength!!! my god it's weirdly-awesome!!! KUKUKU but anyways, no biggy, im here, im fine, and guess what im EATING?.....



NACHOS AND CHOCOLATE MILK BUWAHAHAHAHHAHAHAA!!!!

YES! YES! OMG YES!!!!! im finally getting my computer hardrive back *sighs in relief* MY god im jolly right now, all i gotta do is wait 24-48hrs while geek squad finishes a system restore and my computer is BACK!!! IM SOOOO HAPPY!!! no more lagging and finally i can REALLY do my Homework, YES!!!!! i cant wait it has SUCK EXTREMELY without my computer

i mean the one im using now as a temporary SUCKED"BAWLS"!!!! it lagged and it froze a lot, for crist sakes it was a "PRESARIO 6000" from like year 2001?! huh it was fustrating!!! but my desktop compy is comin bak yay!!!

so i just got bak from trick-o-treating, and now im sitting here watching "its the great pumkin charlie brown" as i stuff my face with CAAAAaaandy!!! well all in all it was a good halloween this year like always...so happy halloween to all, and cant wait to the next one