ok so as most of you thAT HAD raed my last journal my hardrive was being fixed and i was SUPPOSE to get it back this saturday....well guess what, apperrently the ggek squad dude told me it crashed in the morning, so NOW they have to send it out and get the hardrive fixed which that'll take about 3-4weeks!!!! so im computerless for now...that doesn't me what bothers me is that NOW i have to spend almost a whole week in L.A. at my school to use the schools computers and do my Homework, which if many of u dont know i have NO family living by their ESPECIALLY now when MOST of em whent to mexico for the holidays!!! so im gonna have to SLEEP/kinda live in my car from MOn.-Fri. which is fucking scary and bit-degrading to me cuz that means no shower for like 4-5 days ewww...and my car isnt exactly confortable, and all this cuz im missing my computer

ok YES right now i got a hold of a hardrive that was sitting in my aunties garage, and yes iam using now as i type this journal from the confort of my room, BUT!!! its a windows xp 2001!!!! i cant istall SHIT in it!!! its too old and the programs i need like 3dstudiomax, photoshopCS3, flashCS3 and etc. are Unistallible in this hardrive!!! i can maybe install photoshopCS2 and FlashCs2 for my webAnimation and 2D Animation homework, but my 3dmax stuff i gotta do at school

well ive situations like this before so i think with effort and determination i can pull it off...but man it's really gonna suck for a whole month!!! and my computer just couln't of broken down on me on the best time, when FUCKING MID-TERMS are comming up like next week!!!! ARG!!!! IM SO STRESSED OUT!!!!...*sigh* the things i would do for an education

all this strougle better be worth it in the end i swear, jeez...i just hope i dont have another scary moment when the LAST time i was sleeping in my car someone was trying to break in while i was IN THERE SLEEPING!!! OMG IT WAS SO SCARY!!! LUCKYLY WHEN He peaked in i kinda through a kick to make noise and that must of thrown him off or something and he left...BUT I WAS SOOO SCARED!!! i could of been killed or something if he was armed...or possibly RAPED!!! i mean im a girl, so a situation like this its harder on ME!!! but my god u if u guys had any idea the shit ive had to go through to get an eduacation, someof you would of been like "fuck school" LOL but like i said all this struggle better pay off in the end...

also today i finally cheked all my messages!!!! and DAMN i had a lot!!!! so if it took a while to view my messages and ppls art deviations...ESPECIALLY the ppls deviations, I had 311 to view!!! i when i look at artwork i LOOK at artwork...i literally go to the page and not just look at the little deviation icon preview thing when u check ur deviations messages...so yeah.... as for posting art, at this point im not sure if ill post anything, imean ILL TRY!!!, but who knows i have so much on my plate right now so yeah....well that's all whats going on with me right now...so TTFN! TATA FOR NOW
